Hello all.

I am new to this forum having come across Paul's videos on youtube.

I have always been fearful of death, especially since I was a child. I went to chapel from the ages of 4 up to 12. The teaching of hell has caused untold fear and misery. I left the teachings of the chapel and decided to try and forget what I had learned because it was causing me trauma.

I have led an honest and good life, always looking to impart joy or support to my fellow human, but a terminal health diagnosis last year has reignited my fear of dying. Not being a follower of Christ I have been told that I need to repent or that I will spend an eternity in hell. I am a good man, yet I will spend an eternity in hell for not following his teachings. I have been in panic mode ever since. I even read a book called 'a divine revelation of hell' by mary k baxter, and '23 minutes in hell' by bill wiese. Those books sent me into a state of hysteria. Im dying of a muscle wasting disease, and I had to spend 2 weeks in a psychiatric ward because of what I was reading. Both books corroborate each others' accounts and the scenes they describe are worse than any horror movie. In addition, I have read many near-death experience accounts which were negative and that just adds fuel to the fire.

Linda Moulton Howe (a renowned ufo researcher) explains how there's an e.t. component associated with death, and remote viewers such as the farsight institute have concluded that this planet is nothing more than a prison and that we are stuck in an everlasting loop of reincarnation via what they call the 'death traps'. I have read many of Robert Monroe's books. Monroe was an experienced out of body traveller who concluded that parasitic beings are energetically eating us.

I wish I could die peacefully but I fear that's not the case. I genuinely believe that we are being run by a malevolent race of beings that are either interdimensional or from some distant planet (or inner earth/the ocean). I also think that this has been going on for thousands of years.

Lastly, I would like to know if any healing modalities could help me. I know of someone who had the same medical condition as I and he managed to reverse his illness through the power of the mind.

thank you again and please forgive me for my poor vocabulary. My brain isnt functioning as it once was.

Much love to all of you

HI Gaz,

I have just sent you a direct email reply. Just recently we did a Q&A video which you can find here and on YouTube

In it I touch on why the church's doctrine of hell is completely wrong and not founded on the Gospels or teaching of Jesus. Also in my book THE EDEN CONSPIRACY I devote a whole chapter to showing that the doctrine of hell is an invented doctrine and how this can be seen from the Gospels and New Testament.

My understanding is that the great purpose of our lives, whether long or short, is to learn to give and receive love. When we learn this I think it greatly dissipates our anxieties around death.

You have my direct emailnow and I am happy to converse with you further.

Also am happy to talk about healing modalities with you.

Peace,

Paul

Hey Gaz,

In addition to a lot of what Paul has covered in his various videos, a few things helped me move from deep fear due to a lifetime of being told 'hell' awaits anyone who doesn't accept 'Christ':

Dr. Brian Weiss' book - Many Lives Many Masters

Dr. Jeffrey Long's book - God and the afterlife

Dr. Ian Stevenson's - 20 cases suggestive of reincarnation | and | Children Who Remember Previous Lives

Dr. Eben Alexander's - Proof of Heaven

Dr. Raymond Moody's - Life after life

Dr. Bruce Greyson's - After: A Doctor Explores What Near-Death Experiences Reveal About Life and Beyond

Dr. Michael Newton's - Journey of soul's

Dr. Jim Tuckers' - Before: Children's Memories of Previous Lives

Multiple Dolores Cannon books

In addition to these I've watched/listened to nearly 500 accounts from those who have had Near Death Experiences, some Shared Death Experiences, and interviews and cases of people who remember previous lives.

Some interviews I found helpful:
Dr Jeffrey Long -

Dr. Raymond Moody -

Some good YT Channels for these I've found are:

Interviews with NDE-ers:

Next Level Soul (Paul was on with Alex recently) - https://www.youtube.com/@NextLevelSoul
JeffMara Podcast - https://www.youtube.com/@JeffMaraPodcast
Love Covered Life Podcast - https://www.youtube.com/@LoveCoveredLifePodcast
Life after life NDE - https://www.youtube.com/@LifeAfterLifeNDE-is1kh

Past Life Regression:

Dolores Cannon

Ex-Christians and Bible scholars on Hell:

Hope these help you find peace.

I read the 2 books you mentioned decades ago and had a fearful reaction to it as well. It was written to create that reaction and keep people in line.

Religion in and of itself was created and infiltrated by 'the brotherhood' (custodians - the malevolent ones that you are already aware of), to keep humanity divided and controlled.

I trust that Paul will help you even more around these areas, and also with potential healing modalities.

In addition to those, I'm currently reading these two books that I'm finding very useful:

Death is not goodbye - Kim Weaver

Leaving the trap - Isabella Greene